What’s this new mesmerising sound, is it black or white
Will it swallow me whole, should I prepare to fight
The tunes restart a waiting that has turned into rust
It’s the sum of my thoughts, the revival of lust

Confusion runs in smaller circles, you’re a powerful force
What’s your offer and what’s your source?

I ignored the physical world to dwell in the dark
The beautiful deep dimensions with a painful spark
All I could find was cby a disorder
And it’s answers led across the outer border

Ever since I returned I’ve been searching for another kind of truth
What’s the right question to unlook the proof?

I've begged and kneeled in front of an emptiness.
Praising, screaming, laughing, offending
Someday it's face will appear and give me peace
I've loved, hated and waited for it
as I'm loving, hating and waiting for myself

It opens up my long lost romance, innocent joy
A child in green grass playing with it's favourite toy
When the present was now, and the past soothingly embraced
Who knew how successfully it could be erased

Piece by piece maturing into a predesigned life
All in the hands of others
My heart chose anarchy and my head madness
For a bit of logic and comfort
I looked for you everywhere without knowing a thing about you

As you’re coming close I realise you mean no harm
You were harmony, I used to sleep on your arm
You never really left I just got to ill to see
There’s will enough left in my blood, cause you’re still a part of me